.Friday, January 06, 2006 ' 6:03 PM
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yoz....im feeling kinda depressed, i can't concentrate on anithing, and my world seemed like crashing down hard on mi ..i've changed, but im not my old self animore, i get scolded for everything i do, by tchers and seniors.can't they open their eyes and tell that im sad, and i cannot adapt to the new environment???!!!went to co yesterday, feeling veri depressed liao cannot concentrate at all, den pulled a long face, i moved out, nv practice coz i dun want to end up scolding my fren, den went to eat saw hanif and sufyan, tok to them... but im still depressed, den saw pauline, went to look for miss lim in the staff rm. i skip 1 1/2 hr of co... coz i dun wanna go da zhu, if not i will cry there, but after toking to miss lim, i felt so happy..den saw 03 bois, den went up to co, they ask mi why i went missing for that period, so i told them i went to look for tchers. played a song then pack up time.then they say tt if u cum but nv practice, attendance will be zero..at first im a bit guilty, but i found myself to be quite happi after toking to miss lim, so i dun mind liao ...sunday going to esplanade to watch concert... gd for mi ....if i sink into great depression i may juz jump down into the sea .. MUAHAHA...
